hey yo! im back! although had been lazy to update, some1 had rush me to update. lol

this few days start to remix song and do some other stuff about music.

report card is coming this friday, alamak!!!!

hais... nth to do at home, only revise and gaming... boring like hell...

wanted to go out, but dono who can go with me..

so, at home remix some song, someone ask me why i remix it, i will say for fun XD

haha~ really, remix song actually is quite fun... haha...

lazy write anymore... happy? atleast i got update :D

(crazy to get either lollipop 2 or crystal GD hahaha)

ermm too long nvr update liao...

cause if i on my blog, my com will start to lag (quite a good excuse huh?)

too tired to talk about the camp, (yeah yeah i know~ u also dont want to listen rite?)

just feel like alot of people only know those famous song like sorry sorry or nobody and started to think he/she is a big fan of kpop..

before u started to do that, i must tell you... YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG AND U ARE TRYING TO RUIN THE KPOP! BASTARD!!! (not saying any1... just do not like those kind of people)

for example: taiwan.

taiwan is really hot in sorry sorry and nobody, maybe they listen it from radio or somewhere else, they start to dance like a chicken! (not all, but some of my taiwanese fren who was my pri sch mates)

i not insulting any1, but i just cant stand that you just trying to dance the dance step... but! somehow is totally wrong... it look more funnier than cool :x

yeah... i also know myself that i cant dance as well as them, but atleast i got go see the mv to learn the dance step and the movement.. not like somebody who dance abracadabra the turning part also can turn wrong way... LMAO

some of my fren who say oh! i am a fan of brown eyed girls! i like the song abra!$#%#^#$%

they dont even know how to spell it... LOL

just! if you not really confident with your ownself, try to look at the mv, and memorise their step. dont try to act like a chicken and let the real kpop fans insult you :)

yeah... feel boring so refresh this blog... yeah. i know... it sucks

but i say at first, if you dont like this blog, please dont waste ur time on tagging those mother discribing word, just move your mouse to the top right hand corner of this page and press the cross. dont tell me you dont know wad is that cross or wad is mouse and started to flood, that will reflect how idiot you are. you are not so smart, arent you? :)

kk... back in friday.... wad a worst day. mom dont let me to stay at home, although she saw my temp at 38++ she just pissed off of leting me staying at home sleep for a day. maybe she just cant understand wad is time for joke(?) ahyeah, wadever...

at school, saw 4 people absent, hang, siqi, carrisa, boon rui

dk wad happen to hang (dont wan talk about it, too many stories)

rest 3, all fever like me (!#$%^&*!#$%&&^*(&% why only me have to go to sch?)

yeah... whole day not in a good mood, and the fan make me feel cold....

after that, i ask rz to help me tell ms chua i have to skip my test cause i really not feeling well, and i really cant go for cca...)

jun hao and yuan follow me to come my house... jun hao got say 1st, i anything, yuan follow, i also ok with it...

than after reach home, on com, yeah, just like normal

than yao hui started to kaobei me, say wad i act, i just wanting to skip my bball training, and say something not very good

i say 1st, i really like my training, although abit taugh, but is good for health, i love it

and my fever really up to 39.7, don believe ask junhao and yuan.

yao hui too bad, i alr recover, cant show you the temp, next time you disiao me at the wrong time, i will start to disobey the sch rule, you should know wad i mean, i really hate people disiao me when i am sick.

maybe yao hui have the same characteristic with my mom, dont know joke at the right time.

yao hui, why dont you save those time for teasing me to flirt your lovely teacher? (k lah, jk onli)

sorry about the line on above... just saying the truth

(heard that carissa onli get up to 38. something, until sat, she still not feeling well, hais.. ._.)

i get well on sat morning, cause my mom spammed me alot of medicine, i never go see doc, ha~

today: sunday

boring morning and afternoon, go imm with mom at night. bought a new router, so my internet speed become faster and wont dc! haha!

mom bought me a 16GB de tumbdrive... happy~

ok, write until here, tmr still got lesson and pe... yawn...

GOOD NIGHT!!!

(before sleep, go listen to bigbang de song few more time, never forget B,B,B,BIG BANG~!)

ermmm... listening to big bang de song again :P

very proud that got the heartbreaker album XD

cause when i bought it, havent rated, but now, rated... haha

but hor... even when it havent rated, it alr very hart to buy liao

everytime saw the amount of album they sold is so little not because big bang de music not good, is big bang de album really hard to buy, example heartbreaker, i only found this album in other stats, not in seoul.... and is the last 1, i ask the shopkeeper why only got one, they say they only buy 1 to 2 every week... sad... thats why i never buy for yuan! ><>

btw, have a good day with jun hao, he make my house so dirty, nbm he got clean up

egg also dono how to crack, NOOB!!! haha~ JKJK

worst day ever... really...

today, when we cca gonna dismiss, we was playing "scare people" game

than i and rz keep tio scared by malik, like BOA!!!!! (something like that)

than i go walk around to find my bag, after i thought i recall my stupid memory, i go back to the place where me and rz tio scared, there was the place i put my bag.

i found out that malik was trying to scare stanley, than i felt that is fun

so i ask malik give me the chance, and i go scare him

propably stan knew it, he suddenly counter me (he was hiding at a corner)

he punched me, right on my left eye... cause it is really pain, i did cry...

i felt so embarrassed... i was abit angry with stanley, but i felt that i deserved it, is i wan scare him de, and his is my good friend, i dont have reason to angry, until everyone start to laugh

stan said that he never use his strength at all, and rz start to giggle with stanley, and everyone who saw me ask me what happened... i alr so embarrassed, i dont want other people to know it... than rz go tell everyone who asked that. hais...

than after that, rz finally say something right, he ask ppl to cheer me up and ask stan to apologize. but, stan nvr cheer me up at all, he says that he thought i was malik, he want to punch him de, and he said that he alr apologized. But he was apologize with he was luaghing, really dont give me face. and they started try to blame each other, malik blame stan that he shouldnt punch even though if is himself come out to scare him, and stan blame rz cause he started the laugh... (i dont know) and he says that although he got wrong, but only partly, he said i was malik so is not all fault. i really cannot take it, i never cry when zhang yi teasing me i am fat, when i lost my $, when i lost my wallet, not even when something happen to my relationship..

it really make me out of control. until now i still cant understand why i do that, i grab stanley, and ask him whether he want try it or not, cause he was teasing me by asking is that pain? than he answered: whatever, cause i was wanting to punch malik, i accidently punched you, what can i do? you want to punch me u punch lo.

i was really.... hais... i never feel that he was sorry to me, he keep laughing and giggling... propably they never try it before... the taste of getting embarrass inront of whole cca team, seniors, couch... heng we havent have junior. everyone saw you crying, just because of one punch, just like a crybaby...

but did they know, after that, was crying not because no one cheer me up, not because stan don want apologize properly, not because they blame each other... is because although we are same cca, we are good teammate... but NO ONE CARE MY SELF-RESPECT! EVEN MY BEST FRIEND RONGZHOU WAS GIGGLING! it really make me sad... just like a dog tio punched by others, and every1 was laughing at you cause you keep cry, and try to do something stupid...
i lost my respect from everyone... i not even a dog or cat...

after that, i try to calm myself down... i go back sch ask whether han go home liao, than eunice saw me with a red eye.. she asked did i cry? i never reply him, it was too embarrass for me to reply... so i just run away... after that, i go find yuan and stay with him until the cca fair ended, have a good time with cabin, keep shouted cabin rocks... i act i am really happy, like nothing happened.. i just dont want everyone to know this embarrass things, i just dont want to act sad and make other people pity me, i am not a dog, i can recover it myself, although is hard, i will try to manage it myself.

i have to make things clear:
i have a good time at cca fair, at least stay with yuan is fun, although i really cant overcome my that bad feeling.
i never blame anyone, cause i dont have the right.... i deserve it, just that i feel sad...

i really do not blame any1... i like all my fren...

sorry to talk sso much... i feel better after i write it out.

thanks for listen to my story.

kk... I know my drawing sucks, but... pity me... i draw this using mouse... haha..

this few day really addicted to iris, cause got T.O.P :D

TOP act as a best killer in iris...
so...

IF YOU DONT VOTE FOR T.O.P, BEWARE THAT T.O.P WILL COME YOUR HOUSE AND SNIPE YOU :D

YEAH... YOU KNOW WAD AM I GOING TO SAY...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! AHAHAHAHA

kk.. i gonna sleep liao... tmr going back to singapore @.@